Am I Bipolar?

The probability of you having bipolar is higher because you have a family history, but that does not necessarily mean that you have it. Is it possible that when you sent your emails that seemed more depressing that something happened to you to make you feel that way? Your mother or friends can't diagnose it for you and if you are truly concerned that you may have it, then the best thing you can do is to visit a doctor and let doctor determine if you are bipolar. If you are bipolar there are treatment options available.